It's Friday!

The weekend is here. I love Weekend! For me, I can only take my proper rest during weekend. The weekdays are terrible, horrible...

I questioned myself today:

Why do we have homework everyday?
-I realised teachers nowadays giving homework without hesitating. We have about 5-6 subjects a day. Imagine when each subject has 3 pages of work, 5 subjects would be 15 pages of work. I wondered whether I am too hardworking or the others are too lazy to do their work. My homework always piled up during weekdays and I would prefer to get all done during the weekend.

Anyhow, I would not feel safe if I never finish my homework. This sounds weird, yes?

Forget about the homework. I got back all of my first monthly test papers. My results are not good if compared to the others. But why compare? I'd learnt one lesson, DO NOT COMPARE WITH THE OTHERS. I HAVE TO COMPARE WITH MYSELF, ONLY MYSELF. Well, I felt contented with my result, but I do hope that my second and the following test will be good as well. I want more AS'.

Yeah, I can get very emotional easily these few days. Am I creating problems for myself? I am not supposed to. The feeling is like tons of stressful thoughts buried deep inside myself and am sort of confused with the situation. Hopefully everything will be alright in the end of the days. I love when friends are all around me, it feels much better, much comforted after all.

It is time for me to cuddle under the blanket now. I am exhausted after the dreadful week.
Good Night! Have a great weekend :D

The joke of the day:

Ah Beng bought a Honda VTI recently and drove to Ah
Lian's place to show it
to her. So there Ah Beng was bragging the various functions
of his new car
to his girlfriend. "This is ah, so fast even the Mata
Chia cannot catch
ah!"
"Ha! Really ah!!! Steady lah!" said Ah Lian.
"Some more hor, this is Automatic one, vely easy to
drive!"
So Ah Lian said, "Let me try! I wan, I wan!"
So Ah Lian took the driver's seat and shifted the gear
and floored the &
accelerator.
The next moment, the car sped backwards and crashed into
the lamp-post.
"Alamak! What u doing? U Siao Char Bo! U see lah!
Wah Piang eh!" screamed Ah Beng.
"Solee, solee, pai sei lah! No lah, I tot hor,
"R" for racing mah!"*

The Holiday

The holiday week has ended. Students out there, I guess I am in the same boat like you guys. I am so not in the mood to get back to school tomorrow, yet, we have no choice. We only have an option, go! This week would be a good good week, I assumed. Teacher had spent their week, marking our papers. Tomorrow, is the day. Yeah, I wish, I hope, I pray, so that I am alright and satisfy with the results. :'( All I can say is, I am losing confidence in this moment.

This holiday is not bad as I'd expected. It turned out well instead, except for some days I was dead bored staying at home, procrastinate. The most meaningful activity I'd done during this holiday was The Prefect of-so-awesome Seminar. I miss the camp effing much. The tiny mini jokes, games, conversation and so on, that were all funny. This camp was AWESOMELY GREAT.

Group2!

The 2 little cutie: Upin(left) & Ipin(right)

The girl's dorm

We had stretching session early in the morning.

The OCs'

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Well, the day before weekend, I paid a visit @ I-City again with my family. It was really a wonderful place hang out. It is so called as "Lighting Wonderland". My first time been to this place was new year eve with my cousins. It was indeed a beautiful sight which amazed me. The second time did not make me feel bored, instead, I felt it was a pretty good way for me to release my stressful thoughts all this while. The beautiful lights amazed me.

Pictures speak thousands words okay? You will surely like this "Lighting Wonderland".

The "whity" swans.




















My weekend went on well. I managed to watch a movie on the very last day of holiday.

Remember this?

1. Potions can make me smaller.
2. Cakes can make me taller.
3. Animals can talk.
4. Cats can disappear.
5. There is a wonderland.
6. I can defeat the Jabberwocky.

The Fairytale:


I am kind of outdated about what is the latest movie showing on the cinema now. I wanted to go for movie marathon. Sadly, I do not have time to do so.

Bad News: I'd put on weight for like xkg. I can go hungry easily during holiday. I still couldn't figure out why I manage to eat so much during holiday. WHY WHY WHY?

Good News: I did enjoy myself for this holiday, still, I did not care about my school works and stuffs. Half of the semester had gone by, its time to work smart and work hard for the remaining months of '10.

Time proves everything.

I

AM

WASTING

MY

TIME

AGAIN.

AS

I

HAD

PROMISED

TO

MYSELF

FEW

DAYS

BACK,

I

HAVE

TO

SPEND

MY

HOLIDAY

WISELY.

YET,

I

HAVE

NOT

DONE

ANYTHING

SPECIAL.

I

SPENT

MY

DAYS

SITTING

IN

FRONT

OF

THE

COMPUTER

FOR

THE

WHOLE

DAY

INSTEAD

OF

DOING

SOMETHING

BENEFICIAL.


THE

END!

Everything has changed.

Seminar Badan Pengawas Bersatu '10 :)

Prefect camp '10 rocked like heaven, awesome like hell!

We, the prefects, had to sacrifice our holiday for this camp. Frankly, I actually refused to attend this camp when the OC members told us all about their plannings. I cracked my head to think of some reasons to fulfill my i-dont-want-to-go wish. But, right now, I am not regret for attending this prefect camp. It was great, yeah, motivational and inspirational one.

Day one:

Woke up as early as 6am, washed up, and got ready to school. I wasn't really excited about this camp for the first day. Yeah, they divided us into 10 groups, Li Wen and I was lucky enough to get into the same group, which was the awesome-pawesome group2, namely Upin&Ipin. I was delighted with the arrangements of group. But, I was unhappy over a little thing, which was, I miss home, homesick. My parents and myself knew that I am not the type of person who likes to attend camping and those exploring activities. I-am-not. I'd no choice, but to choose to join each and every activities that the OC members had planned for the participants(us). We had indoor and outdoor games. The games for the first day were not as great as I expected, except the Night Walk. Yeah, I am not embarrassed to mention that I cried when its my turn to go. Before the activity started, all of us, as in the participants, heard quite a lot of "unpleasant", in other word, which was frightening and creepy stories. Those stories were really frightening for me, although there were OC members and teachers surrounding us. We were all in groups, walked in groups with the guidance of OC members, and every group members had to blindfold our eyes. Before this activity started, I got really frightened, my heart was beating faster and faster, and I broke down in the end. I'd tried and forced myself to go, as I started to walk, I felt really dizzy and I came out of the group. Yeah, I really felt weird and embarrassed at the moment. Teachers and seniors were all trying their best to calm me down, so that I will feel much better after all.
Yeah, a big Thank You for all of 'em. They cracked jokes to make me laugh, sang to make me smile. Roy was there, he came towards me and asked "if i were given another chance to go for the night walk, would I go?" Yeah, I went with group6 in the end, we didn't blindfold our eyes as there was lack of black clothes. So, we closed our eyes and walked. They frightened us, and yeah, I was lucky enough to join the group which had been through the furthest pathway from DMA to F6 block. The activity ended around 12.30 and it was supper time. Had supper and headed for dorm after that. The day went on well, still, I missed my home on that day.

Day2:

After hours of sleep, we had to wake up at 5am today. After all, I had 3 hours of sleep only. Got up with our tiring faces of being forced to wake up this early, washed up and got ready to meet the boys in the DMA. We had morning jog, followed by cooling down our body. After that, had our b'fast and the activity started after the b'fast. The 2nd day was awesomely great. Had Amazing Race, which was so called treasure hunt. That was more on running and those crawling activities. Sweat like hell, and of course, we had lots of fun during the activity. After amazing race was fear factor, one word-yuckies aka digusting. They bought worms and insects for this activity. Li Wen was brave and she leaded our group for the first checkpoint. Her task was, to find a piece of leaf which have a signature on it where they allocated inside a square box. The square box have all kinds of leaves and there were insects in the box. In the end, our group won because we found the leaf first. :) Skippppppp.. The last checkpoint was, a really disgusting activity. They placed the worms, a piece of leaf and one marble inside a pail. Each and every group members had to play the game, we blindfolded our eyes and the OC guided us and we have to put our hand in the pail to find the marble. Thanks to the OC members for not letting us know about what was inside the pail. Such a disgusting scene when you see the worms crawling step by step on your hand. We rested for a while and the next games started, Water War. We had different checkpoints to go through, and the last checkpoint was the most amusing activity. We had to crawl under a wooden bench to the muddy area. It was freaking muddy, Gerard, who was in charged on this activity, splashed dirty muddy water for those who have crawled through the bench, and they did simply throw the mud on our body. Next one was, we had to lay down on the mud and crawled to the end of the checkpoint. Overall, the activities today were really amusing and ecstatic which were hardly to describe all the happiness and fun we had throughout the whole game into words. As people always said, actions speak louder than words. (:

During the night time, every groups had to do their own performance. The performances were unique. The last performance from group 5&6 were touching. The time for us to break down, recalled back those days when we were just a probate, getting and rushing all over the school compound just to get a senior's signature. That was the memorable memories that I will treasure for the entire of my life. The song played was Graduation by Vitamin C. This song itself is emotional, and the lights were all off and we used candle. It was romantic, yet touching and an emotional one. Prefects started to share their memories and speak out the words wholeheartedly they had been keeping in their hearts for so long. Good memories last forever. Prefect rocks!!!

Day3:

The last day of the prefect camp. Yeah, it was a good day. Like yesterday, we woke up at 5 and got ready to head for DMA. Today, I realised morning jog is wonderful. Skipppp... We were given only 1 module to be done for today where we had to use our energy to run and run to go for the checkpoints. We were all worn out. It was real tiring, but we deserved to win the second place for this module. All thanks to our group leader, Darshan! He is a really good leader in all kinds of activities. He guided us and cracked a lot of jokes when we were having our meals. Group2 rocks as well! He won the best male player for the whole prefect camp, and our group won the first place. Good Job, group2 did a very good job throughout the camp!

UPIN&IPIN....betul betul betul :)

We are living in the same big lovely caring family. Again, Prefect Rocks!
A big Thank You for the OC members and the participants!! It was a huge success!


Good Night! ♥



p/s-I will insert all the pictures if I got it from Clarissa, the photographer... :)

It ended here, a new start for semester holiday, Enjoy!

Yeah, I'd done with my first monthly test. 4 days had gone by in a blink of an eye. Whats more?
I am here to proclaim that:

The first monthly test ever that made me feel so dreadful afterall. I am so not gonna flunk my papers, praying hard so that I will be able to get at least PASS, or a better grade instead. Let's forget about what we had done, learn from mistakes will always do. Life still has to move on.

Holiday is here, finally. I used to love to go to school last time instead of rotting at home, wasting my time lifelessly. In this moment, I realised holiday is actually fun, and a good time for me to rest and do whatever I want, that's what I am looking forward to each time when school reopen. I love school, but I hate the stressful subjects which always made my brain turn up-side-down cracking for answer. I guess this 1 week holiday will be very occupied for me. A long-list of things which I wanted to do during this holiday, hopefully I will be be able to spend my 1 week time wisely. Never gonna waste my time anymore.

3 days 2 nights prefect camp in school during this holiday. Gahhhhh... Hopefully, it is not gonna be a torture, hopefully it will be fun, an experience and the most memorable one. I will miss my home, miss my bed, miss my dearly bolster, miss the time I argue with my siblings everyday, miss everything.... :-(

Congratulations for spm candidates '09 who had passed their major exam with flying colours. :) Good Luck in future undertakings....

For everything there is a season,

And a time for every matter under heaven,

A time to be born, a time to die;

A time to plant, and a time to pluck out what is planted;

A time to kill, a time to heal;

A time to break down, a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;

A time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;

A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to seek, and a time to lose;

A time to keep, and a time to throw away;

A time to tear, and a time to sew;

A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

A time to love, and a time to hate;

A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Stay tough!

Hey,

You have your own freedom, you have your rights, you can hunt for what you want. That wasn't all your fault. You must appreciate that God created you, you are just as unique as anybody else. When I heard the first sentence you told me in the call, many question marks popped out again.. You are not weak, you are not the one who had created all the troubles, all these weren't your fault. Sometimes, things happen abruptly, me, or you, wouldn't know what will happen for the next second, next minute... Yet, they shouldn't be controlling you excessively and blaming all the happenings on you. They shouldn't.... Since you are doing the right things in your life, they shouldn't have been simply commenting you. You are not wrong.

Perhaps, I am not sitting on the same boat as you, I couldn't understand your unbearable, suffering and painful life now. I feel the same sorrow when you told me about the unpleasant things had happened around you. Remember what I have said to you before? We want you to be a happy-go-lucky person, avoid thinking those unhappy moments, do not let your emotional feelings bring you down like what you are suffering silently, right now. Be who you are, do not bother whoever saying ridiculous words and commenting about you, do your part. okay? :) Express everything out in a right way, you have your own right to speak out your dissatisfactions and demand for what you want in your life.

Stand up bravely, strongly, to face all the adversities. And, you will find out you are not weak, instead, you are a lot stronger and wiser than before. :)

Carelessness is not courage.

Ahhh! I'm being so clumsy and careless for today's paper!

I screwed my moral paper, addmaths as well! I did so badly for this test, hopefully the result is not as bad as I thought. Well, right now, I really hope that I would pass this freaking addmaths. Begging... Carelessness killed my marks.

The situation went like this:
I did question 2(a) working on the test pad and decided to paste on the question paper, because I've used up 3/4 of the spaces provided. Guess what??? I screwed it. I didn't pass up the testpad which I've written my working for the question, and I went to look for teacher to pass it up, but teacher doesn't allow me to hand in because it's too late. :-( Blame myself for being such careless girl.

3 papers down.

Praying real hard for the following few papers. Just wish me luck, that's all I need for this test, desperately..........

March Baby!

Gahhh! I just couldn't believe that first monthly test is in 3 days away from now. Stressful and my brain is still half dead for now! I really do hope miracle happens on me. Please give me time, I will be well-prepared for the test. Time will prove everything:) *winks*

Well, had been staying back after school for the past 3 days. Exhausted is the only word I could use to describe the past 3 days. Waking up as early as 5.30am, get ready for school, school time, school dismissed, co-curricular activity, home, rest, house chores. Oh! I barely have time to do my revision everyday. Homework is pilling up, and..... I shall stop complaining more. *Full Stop*

Cross-country '10 will be held on tomorrow! yeah, tomorrow. I have decided to run for this time. I am giving all my energy to run for this time, sounds so not like me, right? :)

I have a plan a things-to-do list for the March semester holiday! I want to spend the week wisely and not going to let it pass by like a rocket anymore.

Yeah, tomorrow is also a big day for someone.

Li Wen's Birthday, a girl who is quiet, doesn't like to mix around with other people except her gang of friends. Sweet 16th birthday. Friends out there, wish her by 12 tonight, kay? Bear in mind!

Loves♥

Things have changed, from bad to worst.