Things I value the most....

In the sixteen years of life, I have come to value many things in life. One day, when I was sitting at the shore, listening to the crashing waves, viewing the beautiful sunset in PD that fascinated me, I have come to think of things that are value in my life. It was indeed a good chance that I wouldn't want to miss. I thought about it as if it was a dream that never wakes me up. In the end, I realised that it was in reality and I was really into this topic that suddenly hit though my mind. There are many things that would fall into this category, but I made a few of them on the top of my list. Many people learn to value things in their lives when they have seen how the other's influenced them to do so. Now, make yourself as the main character in this topic. Do you value things in your life? Have you ever spent some time to think about it? Perhaps 50% of people do so. Lets continue reading................

The very top of my list of things, rather people that I value the most is my family. Family is the most eternal part in everyone's life. I am fortunate to be in a happiness family. I have loving and caring parents that show me concern in every second since I was born. They are very supportive. Whenever I needed advices from people around me, they will eventually be the one who would understand my feelings and find out what I really want in my life. To be frank, this situation might just happen once in a blue moon, but I do cherish every advices that have given by them. Parents' love is just not as same as Friends' love. All I could say is there are a distance between the both of this. Parents will ever try their best to work something out to fulfill our little passions and hopes and desires to make us feel occupied. Although sometimes I feel the torn of family's love, I can break down into tears without anybody knows, but I believe that is just temporary because everyone has their own limit for patience and anger. Arguements that happen at certain times are normal for all families. Without the presence of arguements, one will not realised the importance of family's love in his life.

After family, another thing that I value the most is my beloved friends that have been by my side all this while. Throughout the sixteen years of life, I bumped into many friends with different personalities that made me realised the importance of friendship. Everyday we meet people. Many of them become instant acquaintances and most acquaintances bloom into friendship. Friends come into our lives and leave footprints in our hearts. Yeah, indeed it is a true saying. I met many friends throughout my life, but only 1/4 of all stay with me longer and the others leave silently that made us lost contact to each other eventually. Anyhow, I am still appreciate that those who had once came into my life and befriended with me that constant reminded me how a friendship bond was built between us. It is during time like these, when I am burdened with works and life seems to be so dull and struggling, I seek the comforting words of a friend. A friend that gives me fully supports, understanding and urges me to move on with a better life. I simply love advices that are given from my friends around me, I feel warmth and loved at the moment and those advices is a form of inspiration for me to ignore the negative aspects of life, and lead myself with a happiness life. I shall treasure the good time that I shared with my them and learn the mistakes during the bad times. So friends out there, thanks for the advices that cheer me up at times. :)

I thank God for I am able to make my own decisions now. It is part of the important things that I value the most right now. It is a good way that I do not need to depend all on my family. Being able to make my own decisions can make me a become a discipline and independent girl from now on. I can choose and decide for my future. As in the tertiary education after my form6 or matriculation. There is not a problem for me to talk to them about what I want to be in my future career. I simply hope that it would be fine for them. As I reminisced the olden days when I was still a child, I had even thought of being a housewife. In the olden days, women did not have much says in the society and most of them got married and stayed at home to raise their children while the men striving hard for money to raise the family. But in this modern world, many women are involved in the professional careers and striving hard for the family as well as a contribution for the world.

I appreciate and love many aspects of my life now as I never regret for choosing to ignore the negative happenings that can make me feel gloomy and grey. Of course, I have many other things that I value in my life. Nevertheless, I value the things that matter and I know I have already owned them in my life. The matter is I shall treasure and appreciate everything in my life and continue to make them all to become a better one. So, think about the things that you value in your life.........

Make a wish.......

The 16 years of living in this lovely Earth, I've never seen meteor shower before. Although it is sort of impossible to happen, but the opportunity is still exist if we are lucky enough to catch a glimpse of meteor shower and make a wish. I received a message that there will be meteor shower at around 1-2am last night. At the moment, I thought of staying up late to make some wishes if I were lucky enough to see the meteor shower. In the end, I decided to go for my sleep instead of staying up late because I need sufficient sleep for the next day of school.

Well, if I were lucky view the meteor shower last night, I would make some wishes although it will disappear real soon in the dark sky. There's just this special wish that I really hope to wish for at this moment. I wish I were the one who takes care of my grandma well. Its not that the person who takes care of her now is not being good enough. Its just that I feel guilty when I see wrinkles slowly appear on her skin. I can't bear to see her going through the painful moments as she is a diabetes patient.

She is being tough enough to go through this illness,but deep inside her, she feels helpless when everyone worries about her. She doesn't seem to care about her diabetes condition, she never want to look for doctors to make her feel better, she is always stubborn whenever my aunties tries to get her out to the clinic. Her wounds never seem to heal and cure all this while although my mum have tried her best to get the best medicine to wash the wound, to apply medicine on her wound. Hers is considered as the chronic wound. You will definitely go "ewwwww" if you ever see it.

2 days ago, she has been admitted to hospital after being persuaded by my uncle who came all the way from Johor. I was surprised of getting this news from my mum. I was really down when I saw her under this condition. It was just out of my expectation that she would be admitted to hospital. It must be a very chronic condition, I thought. Even my relatives and my grandma's siblings also thought that she must be in a very serious condition that she has been admitted to hospital. Now that she is in a bad condition. That is the reason why I said I would make this wish as priority if I were given a chance to make a wish when I see meteor shower. I really hope to see her recovery after the operation. It just sadden me in some ways that I can't bear to drop my tears whenever I think about it.

This made me realize that I have to appreciate every moments that I had gone through with her. I know that she will be leaving me someday later, I need to spend more time and visit her more often to shrug off my guilty feeling before it is too late.
I love her as much as the way she loves me all this while. ♥

The Unity Bond will never break, Prefects.

Majlis Perpisahan Pengawas Star '10.

The dream is real

I had been waiting for a long time to watch this movie ever since I heard good comments about it. It caught my attention while I saw the trailer on tv. I was fascinated to this show earlier when I saw the advertisement. So, I've never wanted to waste my chance to watch this show although I was still having a lot of undone homework on that day. I'm not a person who always pay a visit to cinema for every week. I'm not the person who loves to watch movie unless the movie catch my attention at the moment. To be frank, I can actually fall asleep while watching if I do not have any interest to watch the show. This is also equal to wasting my precious time and my precious money in cinema. Right?

Well, back to the movie. I guess this movie has been showing in cinema for exactly 2-3weeks ago. It was still not too late for me to watch it. There are many differences when you watch a show at home and at cinema. A very big difference especially the sound effect. The movie was great indeed. This actually shows that Christopher Nolan, the director of this movie has already made a movie with his brilliant mind that fascinates every one who watches it. It was basically focused on a team of individuals led by an “extractor” named Cobb (Leonardo DiCaprio) who, through the use of a special device, construct the dreams of a target and use those dreams to implant an idea so that the target will make a decision beneficial to the individual who hired the team.

All I could say to those who have not watched this movie is.....
This movie can be complicated, even myself was a little bit blurred at the beginning. Just a hint for it, listen and give more attention to the beginning part. =) It can be the best movie of this year, I would prefer this than 2012.

Show your sweetest smile to others =)

A smile brings thousands happiness to others. Recently, I smile a lot. To my parents, to my siblings, to my friends, to anybody i bumped into... You may not know what others think about your reason to smile neither you know what is their feelings when you give your sweetest smile to them.. But, you, yourself know very well that you are trying to deliver happiness to others,brighten up their day and let them be happy-go-lucky all day long.
It doesn't matter that you do not have the sweetest smile like others, it doesn't matter if you do not have a dimple on your cheek when you smile, it doesn't make a difference when you do not show your teeth when you smile... Because at the end of everyday, you will know that someone in somewhere will appreciate your smile. Someone will deeply fall in love with your smile because they think it is truly amazing and sincere that can feel the warmth and sincerity to them.

生日快乐！

Simplicity is the essence of Happiness

Leo pretty,

It is 3rd of August, a significance day for this Leo pretty. It is your birthday and you're finally a 16 years old teenager. I remember attending your very first birthday celebration when we were both in standard 3. It was an awesome one that I still remembered the square-like chocolate cake tasted real good. It has been 16 years you've been in this lovely place known as Earth. So, have you realized the time passes very swiftly? Today, should be the most wonderful and happiest day throughout the whole year. Today will only appear once in your lifetime, only ONCE. So, appreciate this short 24 hours with your family members and your loved one to celebrate.

Birthday is all about the happy moments that you could spend with your loved ones around you. Isn't it? I believe you do. 16 years of life, it is not short for us neither it is long. You have a lot more to learn, a lot more mistakes to be done so that you can learn from it. You too have to go through uncountable experiences and gain the benefits of it. I always feel pitiful for you whenever you faced problems in your daily life. Sometimes, I thought I were the only one who faced the negative problems in life, but now I realized I am not the only one. There are many other people in every corner of the world suffer from vexation and despair at certain moments in their lives. I feel a pity for you because I always wish to see the bright side of you. Everyone faces problem in life, get up and try solving it by looking more on the positive side. If you think it works, it will definitely turn out to become the results that you wish for.

Today is a very beautiful and best day for you to live to the fullest and entertain more happiness in your life. I believe you've been craving for happiness and trying to get rid of the sadness that have been going in and out from your life all this while It is a day for you to remove and click the "DELETE" button in your mind to erase all the unhappiness and sadness all this while.

So, I really hope after 3rd of August '10, you can be a very happy-go-lucky girl always and always. Speak out any dissatisfaction, voice out your problems, shout out your unhappiness and let go all the sadness that is not worth to occupy your brain, let me know and I'll try my best to heal problems. We've been together for 11 years. Did you realized that a pair of hands of a total of 10 fingers are not enough for us to count until 11? God fated us to befriend all this while. This is more than enough when I have you to be by my side to listen my thoughts.



Happy Birthday sweetie, preetie, crazieee... ;P
Make a wish.......



Lastly!

Smile like you always do :)