Hey,
You have your own freedom, you have your rights, you can hunt for what you want. That wasn't all your fault. You must appreciate that God created you, you are just as unique as anybody else. When I heard the first sentence you told me in the call, many question marks popped out again.. You are not weak, you are not the one who had created all the troubles, all these weren't your fault. Sometimes, things happen abruptly, me, or you, wouldn't know what will happen for the next second, next minute... Yet, they shouldn't be controlling you excessively and blaming all the happenings on you. They shouldn't.... Since you are doing the right things in your life, they shouldn't have been simply commenting you. You are not wrong.
Perhaps, I am not sitting on the same boat as you, I couldn't understand your unbearable, suffering and painful life now. I feel the same sorrow when you told me about the unpleasant things had happened around you. Remember what I have said to you before? We want you to be a happy-go-lucky person, avoid thinking those unhappy moments, do not let your emotional feelings bring you down like what you are suffering silently, right now. Be who you are, do not bother whoever saying ridiculous words and commenting about you, do your part. okay? :) Express everything out in a right way, you have your own right to speak out your dissatisfactions and demand for what you want in your life.
Stand up bravely, strongly, to face all the adversities. And, you will find out you are not weak, instead, you are a lot stronger and wiser than before. :)
