Oh well, I'm finally back to update this page again. Every time I logged on blogger, I can't think of any interesting to post and I'm losing interest in blogging now. I'm reluctant to spend some time for it. ;(
Life has been much better than before, I meant it this time. After I've gone through the thick and thin in my mid term exam, I realised that exam is just a tiny part of life. There are so many things and experiences that I've to learn and go through in the future. I believe major part of the students' mind will be complaining about homework given by teacher, exams that can result in the accumulation of stress hormone, but that's just life. As a student, study can be fun when you enjoy and get yourself into it. Isn't it? Well, I hope it is not too late for me to realise this point because previously, I find that study is just a waste of time no matter how hard I've tried. I've set a main target for every exams from now onwards. The mark that I got for every test papers doesn't matter, as long as it satisfied my target, and makes me happy and that is more than enough. This doesn't mean that I'm allowing myself to fail a test paper, but at least give me a satisfied mark. I'll try my best onwards and never let myself down again due to exam pressure and results.
Life is so much fun than before. Why?
It is because........
School life as a secondary student makes me feel life is so awesome right now. At the beginning of the year, I was so unfamiliar with the new faces in my class. I went through a very hard time to try to adapt myself to a new environment where it is a class with plenty of smart students that can achieve good results and always pass with flying colours in every exam. They made me realise the importance of study, as I'm one of the 'kiasu' student. To be clear, I've to proclaim that exam is just to examine one's achievement in their study level. Isn't it? There was once that I want to be a perfect person. I want to be the best out of the best. These are the reasons that made me go gloomy over my results matter and turn to become an emotional girl every time. Now that I know the perfect thing in the world is imperfection.
I love my life now as I'm much happier than before. I love my life now as it is what I've been requesting from God all this while. I love my life now as I can get along with classmates like a big family. I love my life now as I can received plenty of advices from different person from different views.
Was chatting with a friend in facebook the other day. We were talking about ambition.....
What is your ambition? Well, many would give the same answer which is, I-DONT-KNOW. I always received the same respond and same answers whenever I asked people about what is their own ambition. I guess I'm the one who suits to be in hospitality. I have had a passion to become a hairdresser when I was small. I remembered this very clearly as my mum constantly reminded me about this matter that marks a very memorable place in my heart. That was my very first thought about my ambition. Then, this passion slowly wore off as I grow up. Years later, I wanted to become an air stewardess who can serve passengers in a plane with the best service in any airlines. I know my passion is something to do with services like those in hospitality field. That is just my way of thinking of my ambition in future. Then, few days ago, I was thinking about what am I really suits to be in the future.... What? Although I'm a science student, but I do not have the interest in science field as that is so not me to become a Doctor, Pharmacist, Nurse, or Scientist. I'm just so not. So, this became my prior choice for my future- Hospitality field. It can be anything because hospitality field covers up a very big range of jobs in the world. It can be hotel management, it can be airlines service, it can be involved in anything that is related to it. Now I know that.........
Finding own passion is from our HEART, not from Hours of thinking.
Days have gone by pretty well. There will be quite a number of upcoming events that make my weekends occupied starting from tomorrow onwards and I believe August is going to be a good month for me, perhaps :) I was a little upset when my friend gave me a call to inform me that our registration forms for charity run held by st.john have gone missing. Therefore, we are unable to go for this running event. Such a sad. Anyhow, I was kinda surprised when this event was down, and the other comes by. Which is...... my aunt invited me to Broga Hill on this Sunday. To see the sun rise on the hilltop and I'll get this opportunity to eat the KING of fruit, durian, from durian farm. I am just too obsessed with durians as it is now durian season. Durian cake, yummy. :) This weekend is gonna be great.
